14 years in soundtrack.
In which we are passionately in love, young and on cloud 9.
In which we discover we will be apart for the first year of our relationship.
(cheesy song but it WAS our song)
Happy, young, best friends in love with the world at our feet.
And baby makes 3, then 4, then 5.
Life has thrown us many a shitstorm and yet, we still survive. Us against the world. There is nothing we can't face. Together.
or is there? Something is wrong with Eddie.
But I can't let go
and I go slowly insane with emotional pain, almost kill myself twice and escape, just barely, with my life.
I get mad. And empowered.
and see the truth.
And can look back at the love we had as the EPIC love story it really was.
And let go...
and learn to love him in a different way
This post is dedicated to the anniversary of my marriage. The last one I will have. Thank you Eddie, for 14 years. I will never regret them. You were my person, my favorite, my best friend and lover. Here is to the next phase of our life together. Partnership in parenthood...and hopefully friends for life. You will always get a piece of me that no one else can touch. You were the love of my life. I wish you well on your journey.
